Question

Now that i wrote one, i have another question
Now this time I've got something to say, i might not be as smart as a lot of you but believe me i'm not stupid either...so if i understand a simple faact of life, that being happy isn't hard at all, then how come people fall so low so easily ??
i've seen people with no hands no family, still living their lives as it is. they find a reason to live on.....get up everyday and go to work..then how come we lose on so easily ??
is life all bout money ?? well Biharis (no disrespect to a few) don't have money...but they don't have the highest suicide rate in this country....urban kids do....urban kids.....they HAVE money....then what else ?? love ?? well the guy with no arms lost his arms in a crash where he lost his daughter and wife.....i don't suppose a 45 year old like him would be looking for love....than what is it ??? i hope i never find out...but i hope i just never lose a reason to live on.....

Ummmmm.....hmmmmmm

This is after a long time.......i often lose the will to do things after i start, be it good or bad, mostly because i think i have a very flickering mind and also cause i don't get the idea of sharing thoughts as such, thoghts are thoughts until they are inside our heads.

but i'm not trying to share my thoughts this time.....

i'm tired of stagnant thoughts....i have no idea of what this will turn out to be....but i guess it'll tell me how my thoughts work.....i suppose i can ask a few questions in my mind....why is everyone so onto the idea of belonging somewhere ?? why is it that you JUST have to have to have a religion ?? A cool school, or even belong to an idea or a group.

why do we all want to have an identity so badly ?? to be good at something......why is it important to be a good writer, a good student, or a singer, dancer.....well i suck.....ant everything....and i don't care...

i'm stupid, i don't know what i like, i never know how to be.....but i've existed for 21 years and i'm ok.....more so than so many who so desperately want to belong...well i hope you all find a way....but i hope you don't lose yourself while you do that