Question

Now that i wrote one, i have another question
Now this time I've got something to say, i might not be as smart as a lot of you but believe me i'm not stupid either...so if i understand a simple faact of life, that being happy isn't hard at all, then how come people fall so low so easily ??
i've seen people with no hands no family, still living their lives as it is. they find a reason to live on.....get up everyday and go to work..then how come we lose on so easily ??
is life all bout money ?? well Biharis (no disrespect to a few) don't have money...but they don't have the highest suicide rate in this country....urban kids do....urban kids.....they HAVE money....then what else ?? love ?? well the guy with no arms lost his arms in a crash where he lost his daughter and wife.....i don't suppose a 45 year old like him would be looking for love....than what is it ??? i hope i never find out...but i hope i just never lose a reason to live on.....

Ummmmm.....hmmmmmm

This is after a long time.......i often lose the will to do things after i start, be it good or bad, mostly because i think i have a very flickering mind and also cause i don't get the idea of sharing thoughts as such, thoghts are thoughts until they are inside our heads.

but i'm not trying to share my thoughts this time.....

i'm tired of stagnant thoughts....i have no idea of what this will turn out to be....but i guess it'll tell me how my thoughts work.....i suppose i can ask a few questions in my mind....why is everyone so onto the idea of belonging somewhere ?? why is it that you JUST have to have to have a religion ?? A cool school, or even belong to an idea or a group.

why do we all want to have an identity so badly ?? to be good at something......why is it important to be a good writer, a good student, or a singer, dancer.....well i suck.....ant everything....and i don't care...

i'm stupid, i don't know what i like, i never know how to be.....but i've existed for 21 years and i'm ok.....more so than so many who so desperately want to belong...well i hope you all find a way....but i hope you don't lose yourself while you do that

Random thoughts.

We fancy ourselves very smart HUMAN beings don't we ? Rather I think, we are men (sorry to the feminist) just men, nothing more, nothing greater. Tell me What is it that makes us different from animals ? Is it that we wear clothes ? Or that we can talk and make up stuff ?
I think its the second one, i guess what makes us different is that we can tell more elaborate lies and deceive better. Not that we have a better heart and feel more.
I think that the only reason we be good is because we want to be glorified, to feel greater and above and better than others. But being good for selfish reasons defeats the purpose doesn't it. That means you can bribe anyone to be good ?
I think there is no god. None that exists in the sky looks down upon people and bestows us with love.
I think there's no heaven or hell.
I think when people die, they just die.
But i don't think I'm always right.
But tell me how is it that an all knowing, oh so powerful almighty need to scare people to do good things or he'll send them to hell ?
Tell me why is it so important for him that we worship him regularly or else BAD BAD THINGS will happen.

I think we lie, we cheat and we are effectively only animals and we lie and make up stuff to satisfy our own conscience and justify our existence.

Help I'm Confused

Ok.....here’s the deal...i don’t know how it works....that is how blogs are supposed to be written....so i decided to simply write them as they come into my head....the only thing on my mind at this moment is confusion of sorts....all this while i fancied myself to be smarter than the herd...but it just occurred to me that i have the most basic things wrong, which most of the others have so simply figured out...for instance i really never understand what is right or wrong....ever....i always think that the reason people choose morality isn’t because it gives them a feeling of righteousness or makes them feel good....i thought it was simply because it was logically the easier choice....let me make  this more clear....its easier to do something you know how to rather than rationalising something brand new....its the shorter....takes less time to do the right thing rather than thinking why what is wrong or right...that is why people do the right thing....isn’t it ?...but i’m never sure anymore....first they’ll teach you to be good...tell you all the right things you should...all the morally correct choices you must make....and then they’ll show you movie stars and sports stars advertising alcohol brand....i wonder where that rationale comes from.....i mean if all we knew was to do good and right things then who taught us to do the wrong things...i guess all of it is the evolution of the twisted logic we’ve always been thinking about...

Ok now as this is the first time i’m writing a blog i’m still confused about the purpose of this....but i wanted answers....and i figured many heads are better than one....so i’d like everyone who reads this to tell me what they think about all that i’ve written about....

Thank you  

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